19 Years.........Exit This Way...

Why did admiting to my daily usage for two years to you, in an attempt to fix us, to have all the cards laid on the table, prove to be the biggest mistake I have ever made…..

You treated me like a criminal when u should have treated it as an illness. Would you have done the same had i been terminally ill…..I think not. You used my honesty as your exit door to our lives together. My two year mistake so easily cancelled out the 17 years already racked up.

Every night is a struggle to get to sleep, each day a battle to get on with the day when u have nothing left to get out of bed for. Everything I have worked for has gone, you decided I no longer had a right to it. So you stayed where it was warm but threw me out in the cold with nothing.

Two failed attempts at suicide perhaps third time lucky, I have to allow for mistakes as I clearly make mistakes so well.

What do I care, u dont care, u lie about caring, to you its just a game, you made your decision that there woudl be no more us in January, thankyou for letting me know in March.

You will live to regret what you have done everyday till you die and we both know you have made the wrong choices and you are stuck with them.

I dont want you or love you or want to stand beside you again, bliss to never have to see your face or hear your voice. I thought this day would never come, but you and your hurtful actions left me with just one option.

I wanted to save our marriage, more than you will ever know, but u were already in another. I walk away the innocent party David and you are totally responsible for the mess of us. Our home for nienteen years always so full of love and light but u changed the locks, closed it in darkness and simply walked away in less than 19 hours. I didnt!!

Enjoy your Sunday nights for the next nineteen years, preparing that Sunday night roast as u did for me, but she will always be the consolation prize, the biggest mistake you have ever made and hardly worth that much effort…….

19 Years.........Exit This Way...

Zaia

Joined June 2008

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