Understand This

Understand this,
Even pretend,
How simple I’m keeping this,
Placing ink,
Into your ear,
Evolved words,
Like an army of air,
Invading your body,
And I couldn’t care,
Never giving a fuck,
As you stood and chucked,
Sinners with stones,
Just my fucking luck!
And yes you can stand there,
Suffocating in my air,
Screaming that it’s defiantly not fair,
Where was your fucking care!!,
As I drowned in my own sins,
Hanging myself in cupboards,
Supposed brothers and loving kin!
But you showed your true cards,
Poker faced fuckers,
Fuelling my death car,
Keep the fucker running,
Cutting the damn breaks,
Heading to the cliff,
Now your placing your death stakes!

But like a fuckin phoenix,
I scaled up the cliff face,
Maybe looking like shit,
But the drugs left a bad taste,
Sour you dropped me,
Bitter I couldn’t see,
Sweet when I next see,
One of you fuckers fall,
And drown in the narcotic sea.

I know when we meet,
You’ll be tasting the greet,
Of a fucking hand that you let go,
To fall in the street,
Drop the fuckin “Bro”!
That died,
When I watched your feet,
Walking away,
When I was so weak,
A memory of fire!
And one that I’ll keep…
Ten years past as a week,
That I’ll never get back,
Ten years on one sheet,
It’s all I remember so far,
I burned in that car,
With Satan circling himself,
I couldn’t watch my remains,
Become a trophy on his shelf…
I started wearing my skin,
With what was left of my pride,
Once realising that no bastard,
Stood by my side,
I started wearing the flames,
To chase the demons away,
Became a man of few words,
Because I had nothing to say.
You may think that I resorted to pray?
But a man with nothing,
Has nothing left to say!
“Forgive me Father” ?
Was an unlikely parody…

I’ve grown sick of your forgetfulness,
When you smile at me today,
Can you stomach the scars?
Or will you just walk away?
The past is the past,
But you’ve not changed in any way!
I know where I’ve been,
Exactly where you left me…

So from the man with few words,

Fuck off….

Understand This


Joined July 2010

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A well deserved fuck off to the people who said they were friends in the past, who watched me go through all the shit and never helped…

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