Your Whore

It’s late at night an you ask if she’s planning on coming on by. You know she can’t deny to be with you, even though she tries. She tries again to deny you but she can’t and she won’t even though she hesitates in her reply. She knows these moments are to few and so hard to come by. She knows the nights are to long to face all alone…

Your private whore now stands just outside knocking on your door. Another night and she finds herself standing there contemplating the time she makes for you, the time she saves for you. She knows in the back of her mind you are no good for her. Your’e not the answer she was hoping for. But more than that she realizes she has become addicted to you , fallen victim to you. She knows once she lays her eyes on you she again will loose all the self control she ever knew. When it comes down to you, there is nothing this girl wouldn‘t do just to be there with you.. Sometimes she wonders if you count on this as much as she does…….

Another night and your private whore stand now knocking on your door. Almost begging, ‘Let me in please‘. You answer the door and let her in, you stand there with that ‘Oh so innocent boyish grin across your face. The same one that caught her attention on that very first day. The same one that for many reasons she adores.
She stands now before you in that same old way. She looks at you with her eyes lowered pretending to be the one that you‘ll always need. You both pretend for a few minutes that this is all new to you. If only this was the first time you had met under these circumstances. If only there was such a way to turn back the time. Then just maybe you wouldn’t be here now caught up in this wild game. A game that no one wins. A game of chance and chaotic hopeless romance. Neither one willing to cash in yet. You just keep placing bets on the table waiting to see who will fold…….

Your whore is now in your arms once again tonight. There will be no waking up together in the new morning light. She’s just going to play the role of your whore again tonight. Got her game face on so you wont see how much in you she still believes. She just here once again hoping that maybe just one of these days you will wake and she who it is she wants to be. She placed her money on you from the get go. She thought it would be easy but not every thing goes as planned. She wonders if there is love for her somewhere deep inside this man. But at that same time she wonders if she’s just wasting time on you

The night begins once again. You talk to her for awhile getting caught up on old news in between you. You make her laugh a little and wait to see that heart felt smile she sends to you. You get nervous talking this way with her, your afraid. You were never any good at this small talk game anyways. But you listen to every word she feels compelled to say. You sit closer to her drawing her in. She pours her heart out to you like wine that was spilled out on the floor. She tells you about every thing with a doubt that she is even been heard. But she tells you anyways. You hold her and console her because you know she been feeling weak. You tell her it all will be O.K in the end, just like a best friend. This is just a small due that you feel obligated to pay to her.

She knows she’s just your whore again tonight. No chance of seeing morning light. Just your whore in your arms tonight.

She wonders if her words reach you or just move right through you. All she has ever wanted is just a little bit of your love to carry her through the night. She’s placed her bets on you, invested her wildest dream in you. She knows she is severely caught up on you. She reminds herself that the day she fears may come all to soon. The day when she must give up on you. So for the hundredth time again tonight she will be satisfied being a whore in your arms tonight. She knows there will be no chance of waking in the morning light with you. Just going to be your whore again tonight.

You say, “Beautiful Girl, let me take you away. Let me take you far away and show you some love and care” But really your heart is just not there. You reach for her hand and pull her away, in a second in the bed is where she lays. Your run your hands through her hair and look now at her with so much care. You make her comfortable and lay her head down on the pillow. You caress her body and smell that perfume she’s wearing. That sweet smell that drives you crazy coming from her soon to be naked body. You kiss her tender and true while trying to figure out how to get her out of those black panties she’s wearing. You see her looking back at you as if she searching for something from you. Nothing matters. She’s just your whore again tonight. No chance of seeing morning light. Just your whore in your arms tonight.

Your to vain to see the shadow of a woman that is laying there looking at you. You ignore the love she holds for you with in her eye’s by lowering the bedroom lights. You feel her touch on your body slow and true. Her every move speaks of undying love she holds for you. You stop for only a moment and close your eye’s as if you were recalling what true love felt like from the inside. You know somehow this girl as reached you deep inside where those old emotions lie. But your not going to go therewith her tonight. You push this away and concentrate on undoing that black lace bra she’s wearing for you again tonight. She’s just your whore again tonight. No chance of seeing morning light. Just your whore in your arms tonight.

She lays there taking in all the attention she gets from you. She closes her eye’s as your breath is hot now on her thighs her hand placed on the back of your head pulling you in. All she could do is just lay there and pretend it wasn’t really this way. She would turn the truth into white lie’s to benefit her own needs tonight. She would fight these emotions again tonight. She is just to mixed up in you to even care as you toss her panties into the air. You’ve placed her once again on that same old pedestal that she has grown accustom to. In the back of her mind she wonders for a moment, how many others have been placed there before? How many others have fallen to be your whore? She knows she’s just your whore again tonight. She knows there will be no morning light. Just a whore in your arms tonight.

You call her “Beautiful” once again as she now hard fucks every inch of your skin. With your hands holding on to her hips you rock her fast and hard. For a moment you got this girl feeling like a shining star. You tell her she’s amazing and wonderful as long as she fills those cravings. You will tell her anything she wants to hear, just as long as she is there laying there pretending that you care. She’s just another score after this night ends. In the morning you will brag to your man friends once again as you walk in with that grin that she left there on your face. You will walk tall and proud through out the rest of the day. She was just your whore again last night. There was no chance of seeing the morning light. She was just your whore that filled your needs late last night.

You both lay there in the calm of the night. She lays there now just inside your arms with her head resting on your chest. Her eye’s are closed as she holds you and know soon it will be time to let you go. She will wrap her body around you and you will pull her tight. This girl lays now here in your arms tonight. You look at this girl for the first time tonight and see the one she could be. You feel a little different about her than before. She gets up to move and you whisper to her “Baby, just a minute more.” She looks at you and smiles with that passion coming from with in. You will lay there just you two. The world around you for this moment does not exists. You’ve always called it a ‘dream.’ She hopes one day to make it reality. But for now she will settle for ‘dream’.

Out the door you watch as she fades from your view. You can’t help but to not to have noticed that this girl was caught up on you. You cant lie, you saw it there with in her eyes.
For a moment tonight she found a way to you. And this one thought scares the hell out of you. You took that vow to never love again. You promised never to let someone get that close again. But you know she does have a hold on you. You just won’t admit to it. You said no one was ever going to hurt you again. You wonder if your now starting to cave in. You shake it from you and you watch as your private whore drives off in the night. You smile and wave, blow a few kisses her way, because your willing to bet your last dollar that she will return back to you again one day. And you know that the next time she is standing out side that door you again will let her in. You know you both will relive this night like you have so many times before……….Whisper 08/25/08

Your Whore

whisperofco

Joined February 2008

  • Artist
    Notes
  • Artwork Comments 6

Artist's Description

Revised from my previouse post ( just your whore) Consider this the final version.
I felt the need to draw this out more, and maybe open this two sided story just a little more…….

Artwork Comments

  • dpennyor
  • whisperofco
  • TheAngelique
  • whisperofco
  • PYT25
  • snafu
desktop tablet-landscape content-width tablet-portrait workstream-4-across phone-landscape phone-portrait
desktop tablet-landscape content-width tablet-portrait workstream-4-across phone-landscape phone-portrait

10% off

for joining the Redbubble mailing list

Receive exclusive deals and awesome artist news and content right to your inbox. Free for your convenience.