Closure...

Closure…

The call…that was the worst day of my life so far.
November 8, 2007.…7:45am - I’ll never forget!
The rush of pain, the fulfillment of sorrow, the thoughts of denial.
Not wanting it to be true!
Screaming, Praying, Crying, Screaming, Praying -

It went on and on…

“God Please don’t let this be happening!” is all I could say
On my knees, begging, pleading, crying, screaming, praying —
“Please, please God…we love him!! Please don’t let this be happening.”

Followed with dread -
Dreading going to face my family.
Dreading the look of my gma’s face…
My cousins -
uncles — aunts — my dad — my sister — my kids!
Heartbroken from loosing you!

Tragic…such a tragic, untimely, uncalled for death!
Pain…my heart is still filled with pain!
Lose…we’ll never get over the lose of you.
Your death wasn’t normal due to health issues…
So hurtful — so heartbreaking — a stabbing pain!

Almost a year has gone by…
We still have no answers — no closure — still pain!!

Why?
Why did you leave us that way?
Or did you?
There are so many unanswered questions…
We’ll never know what you were thinking, what truly happened.

Feelings…sometimes I feel like there was foul-play involved.
Was there? We’ll never know…you’re gone!
Questions…remain unanswered.
Only God & you know.

Suicide…hateful — torture — stabbing pain — no answers — all questions!
Hurtful — heartbreaking — mind blowing pain….
Why?

Closure…what is it really?
Does it ever come?
Somehow, someway, one day —
Maybe we’ll have some closure.

For now -
I have very fond memories!
Loving -
joking — caring — kind — playful — memories…
34 yrs worth of them, that I will pass along to my children!
Hold them dear & close to my heart!!

To Rhett…who barely knew you, but would’ve loved you probably more than I did. He’s a hoot just as you were!

To Logan & Kloe who think about you always, and talk of you often!
They have some memories of their own!!
But were robbed of the rest of their lives — even memories — gone in an instant.
Kloe is such a jokester — you’d be so proud! :o)
Maybe she’ll carry on your legacy!

Love…I’ll never stop loving you Uncle Kenneth — never!

RIP….Kenneth Woolsey….November 8, 2007

written: 9-8-08 — sp

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