have i died and gone to hell?

i no longer feel… no pain, no love
i am nothing now
numb to this life, theres nothing left to do.
why is it always so hard, I’m beaten.
I am a broken shell.
i feel I’ve died and gone to hell.

I’ve bitten my tongue, its beginning to swell.
but everything is already swollen.
its swollen from all the lies.
all the times I’ve cried.
every time i saw you in that heavenly disguise .
so tell me my dear, tell me this well.

have i died and gone to hell?

the devils rotting monsters are screeching the truth.
my ears are bleeding.
I’ve lost my youth.
my life has gone.
like the shattering of a tooth.
no fairy to collect my pain and make it better this time.
i have to rely on the burning fire in this pit of hell.
this is not where i should be.

its best i just rid you of me, and be done with this prison’s cell
goodbye forever i am done with this.
time can only tell
i call this, my last farewell.

have i died and gone to hell?

Aaron Cushard

Saint Clair Shores, United States

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