I’m that super weird and charming chic that you think is all about her hair and then BAM! she writes you some fucked up love poem and all you can think is “what’s she going to say next?” and then you realize you’ve fallen for her and she’s ten steps ahead of you already breaking your heart and applying lip gloss.

  • Joined: August 2008

Journal

2016

I’ve neglected this site while I heal. / Heal: to close a wound, to regenerate skin…tissue…blood. / I never expected it to take so long, I think I’m still healing. During my first year post the apocalypse of my marriage, I did…so much. I was, and perhaps still am, surviving. Everything I’ve done has been to survive. Financially…emotionally…even phy…
Posted 11 months – Leave a comment

eve of my wedding

I’ve lit a bunch of candles tonight. A coconut one in my room, a Greek floral one in the living room and an Ikea one that is supposed to smell like a fresh water stream over gray rocks in the kitchen. My responsibilities as an adult are all finished. The groceries have been purchased, the laundry done, floor vacuumed, bathrooms washed. Dinner is done and dishes are put away. Sunday comes …
Posted about 2 years – Leave a comment

a secret message

I didn’t write this, I’m retyping it. I received it slipped into my windshield wiper, covered in the teeny tiny yellow petals from the tree I parked under. To immortalize it…from who ever it could be from, here its (PS…just so you know they spelled my name just Angel. People shorten my name without my permission, drive me nuts) / Dearest Angelique (I CORRECTED IT): / Olive…
Posted about 2 years – 1 comments

Oh These Games!

The trials of not dating. / Because you still want the fun part…do I have to say what the fun part is? / No I dont do I? You know. But the pitfalls of the Fun Part and Not Dating are the games the other party plays to get you to change your rules. I dont really play games. I dont try and “create” feelings in others. / I grew up in a household with a mother who created her en…
Posted about 2 years – Leave a comment
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