Hard Life

Sometimes life is hard. I go through emotions I cannot explain? Or it wouldn’t be right to explain even if I could? I suffer with high angsiety and stress because of what life dishes out to me?
My faith does give me the strength to endure there is no doubt about it. Without it I don’t think for one moment that I would be around talking to my friends here on RB? I know I have been missing for quite a while, part of it obviously has been because I was without my computer. But my wonderful husband had bought all the parts to build me one and finally he has. He is the best thing that has happened in my life and I love him dearly.
But also the other reason I’ve not had a full share on RB is because of my emotional state that I find myself in at times when I am just not coping. I am left coping with feelings of hurt and abuse especially now my family have made contact with me and yes, I can forgive and even try my best to forget. But something inside just still hurts very much.
The point that I want to make is that and it has really ment so much to me actually and I want to thank all my very best friends here on RB who despite my absence and maybe unexplained . . . I don’t know but what ever you must be thinking of me?? Still have stood by me and faithfully and loyally suported me here on RB with kind and thoughtful feedback on my work. I am very touched.
What has inspired me to write this was, someone who’s work I admire so much and this person is one of the many top artists here on RB is cheesed off because someone has used her tallent without so much as to saying thank you and because of that she is going to take leave of RB? That is a crying shame.
I do hope this amazing artist changes her mind and doesn’t punnish all those who do really appreciate her and have been suporting her loyally? It always is usually that one person that will try to ruin it for all the rest because of their own selfish ego.
The thing is, for me, despite myself that I am experiencing? It is my friends here on RB that keep me going with all of your kind and warm genuine words!

I want to thank you all so much,

with my deepest heartfelt regards,

Sylvia x

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