Lost To Me

I look up to the sky, feeling the tears form in my eyes

Rain like warmth surrounds me and suddenly the dark begins to seep in

I hold on to it like its the last thing I’ll ever feel

Because I cant hold on to you

The tears run down with the rain around me, flowing down to the sea

The sea, how I would love to swim in it

Get lost in its embrace becoming numb, and forget

Forget all the pain, forget all the hurt

The hurt that wont go away, that wont leave my heart

There, you stand before me with your walls pushing me away

And you tell me the most hurtful thing of all

I cant be there for you

I want to take my tears and turn my back and walk away

Still something holds me to you

And all I need is your arms around me

Holding me tight, with love flowing into me

I feel so alone

I scream, but no one hears me

Can you feel me???

Cant you see the pain in the shadows of my heart reflected in my eyes

But you won’t look, you refuse to see

Because you think it’s all about you

I put it in a bottle, on a shelf

Out of sight out of mind

Just like you

You won’t be there when I break down

Nobody will, because no one is around

Lonelier than I’ve ever been standing right next to you

And you ask me why I’m distant

Look at what you’re doing to me

I can scream, and cry, and kick, and yell

Still, you don’t see it

I’m so tired of trying at this life

I want a new one

Without you, without me

Without them, without us

I tried so hard to view the world through your eyes

To show you the world through mine, but you refused to see

Like you refuse to see me buried by this pain

And once again, you are lost to me


Lost To Me


Joined March 2008

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