My August.......

mending uphill long battle road comfort bed warmth embrace tears words HATE anger fear eyes mountains travel car move books losing heart sleep NO couch coke cigarettes talking homeless you her them him making fault ours why? how? when? where? books ripping clean boudaries broken scissors phones and screaming leave soon now go stay confusion drinking dancing smiles pushing limits street main cars house dogs bed respect blood clean liar stealing amazed sneaking sleep twisted black question honesty truth belief material possessions money water food pain headach emergency coffee breakfast early hours wait wait wait pacing sitting listening hearing wait wait lies him tears stories looks dread hatered loads heavy eyes puffy ciggies car tears NO MORE sitting eating driving relief heartach stories flowing around bouncing happy no emotions regrets the same pattern rescue laugh handful help who cares normal small empty space……..

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