Falling

I’m falling, falling, falling
used to think that I was flying
now I know that I was lying
not caring where I land
not liking where I am
inevitably tumble to the ground
then look where to jump from again
wanted what was right in front of me
knowing it would never be enough
looking, looking all around me
stopping, searching right inside me
can it, can this just be enough?
can I be, can’t I see?
just to live, right here, right now, just be
nothing else can be any better
never will someday have more light
I am the darkness, anyway
that keeps me up at night
shine my light from deep within
where the darkness just begins
and I will just be
let my falling self just be
and light my own way, just me

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