My turmoil

How do you hold this power over me?
Whenever you go, I’m never alone
You’re lingering in every thought, every breath, every touch
No matter what you leave me with, it’s never enough

Maybe when I close my eyes
I will dream you by my side
Because I will love you forever and ever
I believe we two are birds of a feather

You get me and I get you
You know my friends are far and few
Maybe it’s why we’re drawn together
You make me smile in rainy weather

You make me breath through all the tears
As days add up to many years
I still remember seeing your face
That very first time at a friend of a friends place

But you can’t see me anymore
You can’t come to my front door
And it hurts to push you away
I know I’ll miss you every day

It’s just that all good things must end
Because I’m in love with my best friend
And I can’t justify the pain
Of forcing that back again and again

It’s been coming a really long time
You know I want to cross that line
Halfway to you, you turn me down
Half way back, you turn me around

Out of all the people that make me see
That there is something wrong with me
You’re the one that makes it sear
You make my faults appear so clear

Everyone is prettier than me
Funnier, thinner and better than me
Maybe they’re better at smiling too
Whatever it is, it’s me, it’s not you

I never thought I’d see the day
When I’d pray for you to stay away
But driving a rift between you and me
Is necessary for the sake of my sanity

Wishing you the best with each new day
So much more I wish I could say
I know it’s a selfish way to be
But I will always love you and you’ll never love me

My turmoil


Joined January 2009

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