New Crowd... Thank You~

Tonight, there’s this feeling in me..
as though suddenly
all the mean crowd around the cage just dispersed..
instead, some familiar faces came by..

instead of laughter and teases, i hear their well wishes..
hi-s and hello-s..
take care-s and love you-s…
these crowd of people.. they’re nice..
they don’t laugh at me..
they don’t tease me..
they seem to understand me..

they don’t seem too afraid of me..
it scares me a bit.. i wonder if they’re real..
i know they are, but still…
it’s too amazing..
makes me just want to put my hands on the cage..
and lean my forehead on the cool cool glass..

suddenly, i feel safe..
like, i’m accepted..?
me and my monster, we’re accepted..
somehow, i don’t know how.. but we’re accepted..

these people beyond the glass..
are they real? they have to be.. for each of them carry their own stories..
are they like me? they seem so strong, so supported, so loved..
maybe that’s how they can afford to love me as well?

i can be loved..?
is that really true?
i look at everyone beyond the glass..

thank you.. thank you, all of you..
for every words you say,
for every lil encouragements you give this unworthy one..
oh wait.. i’m not unworthy? am i?
i guess i have to forget those harsh words by the previous crowd..
they’re not real, right? they’re words are not real, i hope..?

thank you, dear crowd..
thank you, for calming down the beast in me..
thank you for letting me shed this tears
thank you for letting me know that i am not alone
thank you for letting me know that i am loved..

thank you for everything~

New Crowd... Thank You~


Joined September 2008

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Artist's Description

Took me the whole day to process all the lovely favs and watchlists and comments on my journal, SilentCries = Frozenfa = Fa and especially Karin’s journal

all these while, i’ve been so so afraid. i still wonder how is it that you guys can still accept me with the style of drawings i have in this gallery.. you guys makes me wonder if you’re real.. reading all the comments.. i felt kinda confused.. i feel glad that i’m still accepted.. yet at the same time i wonder if it’s for real.. or have i just become another entertainer to the people here, like i am to my real-life friends..
but then i realised how some of you guys are still there for me despite my down time! when i’m down or moody or gone.. seems like you guys still forgive me for disappearing.. some of you guys worry for me.. i find it a wonder..

pardon me for saying this, but to be cared for.. to be loved.. i still find it foreign.. hehe.. yea.. weird.. i often used to think that someone cared for me or loved me, but in the end, i often got brushed aside like the old shmelly teddy bear.. so, i kinda fear to accept that i might just be lovable.. hnnn…. give me some time.. ^ _ ^"

Thank you, everyone.. Thank you so very much. all of you!! for the comments and replied and bmails.. thank you!!
dang i sound like some celebrity getting some award.. XD

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