And This time, It's Different

I sit awake at four in the morning, mourning, learning from my thoughts completely unintact,
Five Hundred Miles away sits her, Alone but with someone there, Gently stroking her hair , but she doesn’t care for his touch anymore,
She hates him as much as she hates herself, And its her profound belief that they were ment to be togther, Forever,
The creeping thought of distance returns to the far reaches of her mind, and she has to count time to feel in line, Mentally.

Quietly and quickly he is isolating her actions and who she is, Making her his, And my rage sizzles,
Its happened so many times before, They’ll love her then call her a whore, and leave her on the floor torn hearted,
Deprated from her soul, And the love that she requires to make her whole, And this whole time I’ve been yelling,
Pleading her to come back to herself, And see the reality for what it is, But here she stands letting him make her his, Again.

I cry unto a god, To abolish this sin, And to bring her one good man out of so many horrible men,
And it’s not me, I wont let it be, To me shes like my kin, We are composed of the same notes,
Beneth this is nothing more than ideal, Pressured into action, reaction of nothing,
So I bit my tongue and keep praying to something I dont believe, I just keep saying its helping,

I just sit and watch them playing her again and again , then blaming her and balming her skin with anquish,
But this time, It’s different, I’m speaking the language of moment, and changing this present course of fate,
It’s not too late to relate my hard times to hers, and get reality to her when its been so blurred,
Ill raise my voice up to this change, Because I forbid that she should hang again for crimes not committed.

And This time, It's Different


Winston Salem, United States

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About a girl I know, and the hardships she goes through, With me a bystander in a completely different state unable to be there in a physical form to help, So I have to use words to do so.

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