I knew it was coming.
I could see it in your eyes.
I could feel it in your cold hands.
I could taste it on your bitter breath.

You bitch.

There it is.
The words stab through flesh to peirce my heart.
And i bleed inwardly.
No preparation is adaquite.
No strength is able to withstand.
The way those words have cut me to the quick.

You stupid, fucking bitch.

Another knife.
Another wound.
More Blood.

I knew you were no good.

The tears scream at me.
Quiver on the rim of mine eyes.
I bow my head to hide the pain.

Look at you. You’re pathetic. Worthless.

The air is ripped from my lungs and i gasp desperately for breath.
The walls are closing in again.

Peice of shit. You had nothing before me.

I nod shakily.
It’s the truth.

You’re luckey i even looked at you, cunt. I only date skinny girls.

Why can’t i stop the shaking?
The breaking?
The truth?

Good God; have a spine. Pull yourself together. You look pathetic like that.

I sob.
I can’t help it.
My knees give out, the bastards.
And i fall.
Heavily to the ground.
At his feet.
Just like he’d said.

Was there nothing that i did right?
Nothing he could love me for?

He reads my mind.

You did give good head though. Made me scream…
That laugh.
So malicious…
So true.

Twisting the knife.
Over and over.
Buried deep in my heart.
The blood runs out.
And i’m drowning in it.

I try and speak.
Not even air escapes my lips.

I gasp.
Whett my tounge.
Try agian.

I’m sorry. i just couldn’t… can’t be your gir-
Save your breath before you embarass yourself even more. And stand the fuck up. Have you no pride?
None. Not anymore…

That laugh again.
Sadistic chuckle.

A moment of silence.
I can feel his eyes icing the back of my skull.
I can’t bring myself to look at him.
Doesn’t matter.
He’s leaving.
He sways away from me.
Shoes are itching to walk away from me.
Drowning in my own blood.




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