I’m trying to discover a little more about me each day. Perhaps if I write here often one day I will be satisfied.

Love,
Paula

  • Joined: November 2007

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Today I want to smile

Mostly I’m happy, grateful for all of the things that I have and that so many around the world lack. I’m happy for my family and for sincere friendships that pass through Sometimes. / At other times I’m enveloped in sadness and I just let it be. / Today I am sad, but I want to smile. I want to be serene like the ocean and transient like the wind… going nowhere specifical…
Posted almost 10 years – 1 comments

Ahhh humans...

What silly things we wear… what silly things we hang on our bodies, we think, to embellish.
Posted over 10 years – 1 comments

Nothing can touch me

Nothing can touch me, it’s as if I’m dead / I’m immune to your beauty, immune to your essence, immune to me.
Posted about 11 years – Leave a comment

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