Have you ever woke up one morning and everything just seemed too ok, like it didnt matter what was going wrong at the moment… it just all of a sudden was not affecting us..or maybe it is that I am not reacting to it…..It is the kind of calm that they talk about before a storm…but, I already am in a storm so whats going on?? It is too quiet, too still…and like I have earplugs and blinders on, because I am just not reacting to anything right now….Kind of scary, and kind of a slight reprieve…but I truly do not know which is worse…..I hope this is some type of self preservation, because this is truly no way to be……..

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