Had Enough

I am sooo sick of being the bigger person,but I know that is what I will always be….When someone hurts you …just for the sole purpose of getting their secret satisfaction..pleasure..it doesnt even make me mad anymore …just very sad…..I feel like one of Pav’s dogs….ring the belll….turn Trish into an insecure woman….I thought the past few days were at least going to be pleasant…hey, that is not to muchto ask for considering what the days were about..but alas….I didnt see him…he was off with..well…nevermind…..I had finally got a little sleep..a night or two ago…I dreamt I ws a swan……on hues of blue…dancing…waltzing…oh crap I cant remember the reat how I wish I had that dream to hold on too…..I would fight tooth and nail for my kids…anyone I loved….how can people be sooo cruel? Maybe I am naive…….I have just reached the limit..and do not know where to turn…I thugh pour yourself into writing…I think I have written like 10 poems in the past two days..didnt help…sorry I will shut up now….Trish

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