august 26

life seems to be full of tears – actually i think i’m just leaking emotions, last night was giggly, sunday morning i sobbed non-stop for three hours

not sleeping, blubbing randomly so often – i’m exhausted

had my ipod on – one track keep sticking – now playing it on my laptop on repeat – painted something to it in my head, not sure i will manage to get it out my head onto the page, might try later, need a bath, been running, feel gross, struggling to not dissolve yet again

but even if i paint it tonight i cant share it til it dries overnight, and i dont want to be on my own with it, so thought i’d share lyrics here anyway – she sings it so well

safer – gabriella cilmi

That someone far from home said to me
I can tell, luck has run dry, what do you see?
The sky above’s kinda broken and torn
And every rose plucked from my heart’s twisted with thorns

And just when I think I’m on top I wonder how I’ll get back down
And just then the moment is lost, I stumble and I hit the ground

And I just wanna feel a little safer, yeah I’m on my knees
And I don’t wanna leave this all til later, the pain I just can’t take
And I just wanna feel a little safer, yeah I’m on my knees
And I don’t wanna leave this all til later, just drifting on the breeze

That someone in my head said to me, I can tell that
Deep in your heart you’ll find what you need
Wasted time building castles with sand
When every night I’ll watch them fall and slip through my hands

And just when I think I’m on top I wonder how I’ll get back down
And just then the moment is lost, I stumble and I hit the ground

And I just wanna feel a little safer, yeah I’m on my knees
And I don’t wanna leave this all til later, the pain I just can’t take
And I just wanna feel a little safer, yeah I’m on my knees
And I don’t wanna leave this all til later, just drifting on the breeze

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDJxv8KEuXg

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