Why?

This class is conquering my mental capabilities. Why can’t I seem to retain the knowledge I need for the assessments. How my internal need to succeed is tormenting my mind. Leading me to doubt my intelligence. Each thought only a dwindling candle of light. If only I can let go of the pressures and live and be happy not worrying about the fragments of insanity that dance at my doorstep and slip through a crack to get to my soul. This is a test in more than one way. Testing my ability to know that nothing and no one in this world can stand on top of the mountain forever. Why are the entries in my brain so forceful. It leaves no room for restful thoughts. Society tells us that success is the financial life we live. But I know that nothing is more successful then the peace that lies within each of our souls where only pure thoughts and love are inhabitants.

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