On a good day I feel I’ve led a quite blessed life. All work is copyrighted as I can tell, I just have a feeling, it will make me my fortune one day. ; )

  • Joined: September 2010

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Seconds

Coming back for seconds, or a second time around, is seen as being slightly greedy. After all you’ve already had your share. / I recognise that there is a whole world outside my window, with lots of challenging and frightening experiences occurring at this very moment. But in my little world, in this room with the blue rug on the wooden floor, with the iron bed and the fan and the fairy lig…
Posted almost 6 years – 4 comments

a little blood and some ice cream

My cat is dying. / She has a tumour the size of a tennis ball in her abdomen. The tumour got so big that blood vessels couldn’t grow fast enough. This has now gone bad inside. It then split open at the skin to ooze a liquid mixture of infection, and blood. For two days now every time she stands, weakly, unsteadily, she drips. I have been wiping her and following her with rags and laying tow…
Posted almost 6 years – 2 comments

the inspiration of hope

I have a (counselling) client who is grieving a loss and have been doing some reading on grief processes and came across the passage below in John R Rutcliffe’s The Inspiration of Hope in Bereavement Counselling: / Perhaps help needs to be forthcoming within a certain undefined time limit. If action directed to finding external help is prompted initially by internal hope, it perhaps follows…
Posted almost 6 years – 2 comments

2/3 a bottle of wine

I saw the guy last week. Guess it was inevitable because he only lives a town away. He pretended he didn’t see me. Weirdly I met a mutual ‘friend’ (a poisonous snake of a person) 2 days later who volunteered the information… he’s got a girlfriend. / I’m happy for him. Honest I am. I hope she really loves him, and that he truly opens his heart to her. My percep…
Posted almost 6 years – 4 comments
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