Joined February 2008

I have out walked the furthest city lights~ Robert Frost / I am a woman , Mother, sister, daughter, granddaughter, niece, cousin and...

CAA...Polishing the Halo

3/30/08 7:00am

Good morning my loves hope you all slept well !!!! I , myself did not but rather had one of those evenings were there was soooooo much in my brain that I couldn’t really focus on just one thought lol…I am in awe at the support I have gotten here on RB and I see that others feel the same and by showing that they have opened themselves up to me as much as I have to them… For the first time in long time I feel as if I actually fit in… I am not so shy about my words and putting them out there for all to read.. I have nothing to hide yet my walls have been up for so long that it is hard to tear them down… that is where you all come in !!!!!! I am shocked that others want to hear what I have to say .. that they find comfort in my words and they respond to me… That is HUGE to me!!!!!! Responce is so important to anything living … an interaction … acknowledgement is as the air we breathe!!! If one is forgotten they dwindle..slowly fade ….. So please make sure to take those moments to sing to your plants… dance with your doggie and (((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))) everyone you can :)
I love you all so much and even those who I dont’ know yet lol… I Love LOVE and I am so honored to be part of this family here :)
Have a great day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Celena

I will find you even as I discover myself
Find you if I must tour each continent, knock on doors,
Explore ruins or sift through remote deserts.
I will find you with enough love to nurture me back
To courage and understanding, joy and energy,
And a future that sings with hope and passion.
I have been alone long enough,
Docile and speechless, lost and afraid.
I expect no miracle, no lightning bolt or comet
Acclaimed in all corners of the world.
I just want someone free enough to love and be loved,
To cling and to hold, to nourish and ask nothing
But love and commitment and mutual support.
I have stuggled long enough, prayed patiently enough,
Hidden silent enough.
Now I will reveal myself like a tree in all its seasons,
And I love you, just love you, beyond logic and reasons.

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