Joined February 2008

I have out walked the furthest city lights~ Robert Frost / I am a woman , Mother, sister, daughter, granddaughter, niece, cousin and...

CAA....Eating bubbles

3/26/08 1:40pm

I have missed writting the past few days … my thoughts building inside each second that I can not express in pen what is trapped within my soul… I am seeing the beauty around me and am overwhelmed with the exceptance that embraces me…I watched as a seagull flew in tandom with me down the road and was instantly blinded by my tears… the connection that I feel at times is so beautiful so intense… that is how I feel inside lately . How thankful I am to be able to take a deep breath and feel it go into my lungs.. to feel the sunshine sink into my skin… a breeze caress my skin…
I have been so impacted by the connections that I have made here in the short time that I have been part of this AWSOME site … Fed up I was the other day … tired of trying to do anything .. feeling backed against a wall and feeling as if the world was not where I fit anymore…I was very upset and was making dinner.. crying as I was doing it and I said.. " Thats it!! I am sick of everything … all of it !!" tears streaming down my face and my youngest daughter Isabella comes up and wraps her arms around me and says…“Your not sick of me Mommy! cause I am not sick of you!!!” Well if that isn’t a slap of simplified reality then I dont’ know what is lol…
I love you all (((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))) Celena

Keep your words soft and sweet just in case you have to eat them
Helen Beam

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