Undiagnosed.

Sometimes it’s hard,

to concentrate with it all around,

surronding you and pulling you down,

like a broken wing held up by string,

broken and battered,

still doesn’t matter.

Try to say what you feel,

try to lie still,

heart keeps beating,

having trouble breathing,

just another attack,

you should be used to that.

Taking over,

but still you think,

i can control this, impossible to ignore this.

Don’t want to turn to,

medication for this, want to fix this,

on my own, no chemicals involved,

except for the ones i smoke to feel calm.

Rather have too many emotions,

than none,

got to have some fun while i’m young,

maybe you don’t understand,

or maybe you can’t comprehend

what i feel,

but neither can i,

so feel no shame,

i feel your pain.

Undiagnosed.

Natalie Jay

Concord, United States

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