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stepping back into the world, i find myself somewhat calm. its almost erie how different things seem. i spent the last week of my life in a mental health facility(nuthouse). i have done this of my own valition, i sgned myself in because of depression and thoughts of suicide. i have never feared anything more in my short years than a professional introspective into my sanity. years of paranoia over whether or not i would be caged for an eternity if “they really knew what was going on inside my head.” having faced my lifes biggest fear, i have found that like all my other boogey men, this monster was ficticious, it dissapeared instantly. i was also relieved of all the shame i felt deep inside for having these thoughts and feelings. i met people from all walks of life, different ages and diferent problems, but all had the same personal issue, depression. i was relieved to find out it doesnt matter whether old or young, rich, poor, man, or woman, when things get dark, a lot of us go to the same place. i was amazed at how simmilar my thought patterns were to those of the other patients there for the same reason. it is important for me to write this, i feel that writing my thoughts down keeps them from chasing me around the planet from inside my head. i also feel it is important for me to share this, why that is, im not entirely sure.

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mfuzz47

Middletown Ct, United States

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just an introspection into my reality

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