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hmmm.....it takes a while sometimes....

The eyes are supposed to be the window to the Soul. / You use yours to find the fault lines in another’s core… / The intensity in which you push to the centre, / is only another way you drive your insanity into another’s being… / The drive, which you use to get your way, is only your desperation to inject your own poison… / Your dysfunction, my lesson. / This is all …
Posted about 7 years – 4 comments

I have decided....

I have decided that the word “too” is now erased from my vocabulary. / I no longer believe, or will allow anyone to tell me that I am “too” anything. / I now declare myself to be…impulsive, impetuous, impatient and intense and what’s more…I like it. ALOT! I have decided to add indestructible ( I’m working on it..lol) and independant to that list too…
Posted about 7 years – 22 comments

Hello Bubble family

Where to begin? I have spent the last 7-8 weeks extracting myself out of my 16 year relationship. It has been very amicable, very civilised and very sad. We had to put our dog down…there have been so many endings. It doesn’t matter how it ends…there are still old dreams that have to be laid to rest, old hurts to be buried ( they are redundant now…) and good byes from the h…
Posted about 7 years – 12 comments

Return to Sender- It's Done

I had to make the appointment today and take that drive to the vet’s. The furry disreputable old man, who shared my life for 14 years, was helped on his way this morning. / He was in my arms, on my lap with his head on my shoulder. He couldn’t lie down from the pain in his shoulders and legs so I was on the floor with him, taking his weight on my chest, across my heart. The vet was lo…
Posted about 7 years – 8 comments

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