Feather

I’m all yours now,
Enveloped in your thin embrace.
What kills me to control
Is tantalizing to taste.
Ironic.
So I’ll float through the days
one by one
- the red one keeps me subdued.
Keeps my head in a good mood.
Else I’m torn with the demon.
She knits herself to me.
So sunlight pierces my eyes;
I try.

You’re so calm.
Chemically;
To save you
To protect you
Yet to hurt myself.

I’m all hers now
Enveloped in her sweet embrace.
On my knees in repose.
Relax- She’s calmed me one more time.
She makes sense.
So in my head I make sense.
Silence.

So I don’t feel tense.
Silence.
If I draw it out now
I’ll cheat once more.
A smile.
Denial?
Tricked you one more time.
This demon is sly.

For beauty, For power
So awake at stupid hours.
Isolated.
I want more.

I’m alone. I need you now.
Keep me safe, so I don’t -

-I don’t know if
I like this anymore.
I can’t help me
I’m all hers now
Trapped in her
ice embrace
I’m bones again
Just
Bones.

LDeM

Feather

LuciaDeMure

St. Albans, United Kingdom

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About my delightfuly painful Eating Disorder

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