It Will Be It!

I held it in my hands…touched it…felt, as my heart groaned, the beautiful life in it.
At this point, I feared to give name to it, although I could not stop my mind from thinking it.
It was a chance that I held it, caressed it as though I had never held it before… but oh how I so wanted it. It called to me and spoke my name as I had never heard it breathed…I longed for it.
In it I saw dreams come alive, dreams that live in my heart of hearts, so I gripped it tightly to my bosom, scared beyond reality that it was just a dream, a folly that liked to play tricks on me. I craved it…so much that my need for sustination became it and then… it went away… I cried for it, I begged it to come touch me again, I could barely stand the thought that it was gone and for a time , my desire for it drug me through the bowels of insanity and I was lost…it was lost. It made me question myself and my worth as a woman, it made me demand of myself an answer… I toiled through the longest nights over it, I questioned it and screamed for an answer…it never did. So I pondered it some more and it taught me a lesson to carry within my heart til the day I die…It…is a natural God given gift, it is not selfish, it is giving and taking, it is never leaving, it is until the day I die, it is present when everything else moves away, it is light for the dark, it is a smile unlike any other, it is more than shall ever be asked, it is perfect…It…is me…and the it that did not stay was not worth it. It will come one day and we will never let go…and it will be it!

It Will Be It!

loramae

High Point, United States

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Recent realization…This is for me and any one who tragically had to crawl through it…set your heart free of it if it doesn’t give it back. It was never worth it! But we are!

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