Tender Hearts On the Loose

Wow a shot of BUBBLE LOVE.. AWAITS THOSE WHO DARE…

I just wrote Kumarji a response to his inquirey on what was up as I wrote a poem and had a melt down.. no.. I had a melt down and wrote the poem..
Don’t Read This

What came to me was so much Love and Friendship that I can truly say Red Bubble is no addiction.. it is a part of my road and my journey… Like I never had a big family nor did I ever take chances on friends.. I was small and felt like I had to shout my way through the mire of what I thought to be a pretty unfair life.

Seems I got here just as the jury came in NOT GUILTY.. I WAS FREE BY THE TIME I FIRST POSTED MY FIRST SHOT IN INDIA….

Then there was the writing and the writing.. and I feLl in love here and had a muse for awhile and then more miracles happened and I began to embrace my whole life and all of it’s gory details… as just a part of who I am…

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… N

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be right

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be rightand then I replied…

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be rightand then I replied…So many elements create longing.. it is not just the ‘man’ nor affections.. it is seeing my youth in the body of someone else, it is feeling like wanting not to really know anything.. cause in the end we don’t know shit.. it is feeling like I want to Break Dance and they never haD IT WHEN MY KNEES WORKED.. it is missing so much running into the wind and thinking that there waits the love of my life.. and all will be full of Loves bodies and loves plans.. future ..

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be rightand then I replied…So many elements create longing.. it is not just the ‘man’ nor affections.. it is seeing my youth in the body of someone else, it is feeling like wanting not to really know anything.. cause in the end we don’t know shit.. it is feeling like I want to Break Dance and they never haD IT WHEN MY KNEES WORKED.. it is missing so much running into the wind and thinking that there waits the love of my life.. and all will be full of Loves bodies and loves plans.. future ..Then Kumarji.. this passes too.. and here I am.. having written a wonderful piece and tears flowing like a kid seeming to feed my soul reminding me that where I am now is so wonderful too.. that the going back is simply not going to happen.. and here and now is better than any time in my life.. so shit.. wouldn’t it be nice if I got the knowledge I do now at friggen 20.. I would most likely by the age of 30 be a guru and not need anyone any way.. so there it is..

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be rightand then I replied…So many elements create longing.. it is not just the ‘man’ nor affections.. it is seeing my youth in the body of someone else, it is feeling like wanting not to really know anything.. cause in the end we don’t know shit.. it is feeling like I want to Break Dance and they never haD IT WHEN MY KNEES WORKED.. it is missing so much running into the wind and thinking that there waits the love of my life.. and all will be full of Loves bodies and loves plans.. future ..Then Kumarji.. this passes too.. and here I am.. having written a wonderful piece and tears flowing like a kid seeming to feed my soul reminding me that where I am now is so wonderful too.. that the going back is simply not going to happen.. and here and now is better than any time in my life.. so shit.. wouldn’t it be nice if I got the knowledge I do now at friggen 20.. I would most likely by the age of 30 be a guru and not need anyone any way.. so there it is..just moments.. alls this is is just moments and moments of whatever we choose to feel.. Life is so very amazing.. and if I had not broke down.. would I have ever seen the love of you and the many I have here..

Now.. today.. something happened when you all came my way and pored out the gentle vibrations of LOVE…. I got this….Kumarji asked and said… Nwassup, come, give me a hug n’ all will be rightand then I replied…So many elements create longing.. it is not just the ‘man’ nor affections.. it is seeing my youth in the body of someone else, it is feeling like wanting not to really know anything.. cause in the end we don’t know shit.. it is feeling like I want to Break Dance and they never haD IT WHEN MY KNEES WORKED.. it is missing so much running into the wind and thinking that there waits the love of my life.. and all will be full of Loves bodies and loves plans.. future ..Then Kumarji.. this passes too.. and here I am.. having written a wonderful piece and tears flowing like a kid seeming to feed my soul reminding me that where I am now is so wonderful too.. that the going back is simply not going to happen.. and here and now is better than any time in my life.. so shit.. wouldn’t it be nice if I got the knowledge I do now at friggen 20.. I would most likely by the age of 30 be a guru and not need anyone any way.. so there it is..just moments.. alls this is is just moments and moments of whatever we choose to feel.. Life is so very amazing.. and if I had not broke down.. would I have ever seen the love of you and the many I have here..I felt so tenderly held by everyone… and the ones that only faved.. needed this poem too.. I felt kinship and glory and love and I felt me return with gifts beyond measure.. So here is what a little lonelyness did for me Kumarji.. it gave me more than it took from me.. I love your careful and tender voice too.. I am fine now.. hours later.. I have spoken to my brother my niece and they too were part of the road back inside my smile.. Now I am here in my smile Kumarji.. and all is Well.. xox

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