"I Lost it"

A new direction with every hopeless step
A new beginning with nothing left

My lonely heart can’t keep up with my mind nor body anymore
You have destroyed every hope I ever hoped for

How could I have stayed? How could I have left?
All these questions will remain questions with every regret

All my insides keep burning painfully slower than slow
While my outsides painlessly get colder than cold

Every dying beat of my heart skips a beat
And every skip is your shattered face in repeat

Delirious, confused and always being unsure
I just couldn’t go on anymore

I seen right through your coldhearted face
What I seen was the fear, the loneliness of a new place

The heartless move you made led me to a path of wonders
Wonders that led me to leave that part of us

So I lost it, defining that…I lost me
Everything I was I’m not and that’s all I could be

At first I thought it was all gone, every beautiful part
Until I realized I had something left and she’s the beginning of a new start

"I Lost it"

lilmama

Saint Martinville, United States

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this is a poem that came from me and my fiance’s break up it was horrible for me and after being with someone 24/7 it was hard to be on my own without him. i did loose it i didnt know who i was what i was going to do, until the night i wrote the poem i looked at my daughter and i just found myself in her eyes and she gave me an ending to the poem!

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