If I could

If I could write a song about my life.
it just might be the longest song ever,
you might have to cry.
It would be like a roller coaster.
You dont know me, but listen to the song of my life.

I walk the halls crying inside.
The only laughter I get is when I am walking home with an unfaithful friend
I come home only for the procetion of the outside world, but just wanna cry because of the ones I call family.
Im scared to go to sleep because I might never wake up.
But I do, and I got to repeat the steps of my never ending pain.

Have you ever wished you had a secret place where you could spend days and days alone.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
have you ever wished for him to take away your pain.
Do you ever act like someone else just so no one can discover whats behind the girl across the room.

I walk the halls crying inside.
The only laughter I get is when I am walking home with an unfaithful friend
I come home only for the procetion of the outside world, but just wanna cry because of the ones I call family.
Im scared to go to sleep because I might never wake up.
But I do, and I got to repeat the steps of my never ending pain.

I tired my entire 15 years to forget about my pain and care about someone else so maybe it wont hurt as much.
But I just cant do that no more.
I get tired of always putting others first, I still will sometimes but theres sometimes I need to realize I come first.
And that I do desevere happiness

I walk the halls crying inside.
The only laughter I get is when I am walking home with an unfaithful friend
I come home only for the procetion of the outside world, but just wanna cry because of the ones I call family.
Im scared to go to sleep because I might never wake up.
But I do, and I got to repeat the steps of my never ending pain.

Among all the pain I feel everyday of my life. There sometimes when I dont feel pain even when I thinking about it.
I feel good, or happy even, I feel like I am my self, like maybe that night i will go to sleep wishing I would wake up faster.
Everybody has something, even if they dont reconigize it.
My thing is writing. How bout yours.

If I could

Lilly  Mcgeary

Altoona, United States

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