I look for her I can not find
A stealing of the minds
When all is lost where does she go?
This great thought I do not know
Many worlds come crashing down
Where upon the head does she wear her crown?
Thawns imbedded in so deep
Dreams of nightmares when she sleep’s
I search high and low, turning every page
Minds gone crazy do not let them be
Opening up the spirit for all to see
Following in the footsteps of the past
Making all the scary things last
Not finding peace from within
Eternally trapped in the sin
Where has she gone, No one knows?
She dissapeares under her skin
Maybe she can come out from within
Holding on to every scareck of light
Trying to find meaning out of her life
She dissapears where does she go?
This great thought I do not know
For many years she cry’s to her self
No one hears the tears she has shed
Then there is hope and all is not lost
She slowly awakens from the grave
Lessons learnt there are many to find
A soul creeps in to be kind
She looks and all is not lost
A glimmer of hope, a smile does come
For the first time she see’s she’s not alone
The greatest of minds do think alike
She’s creeping ever so slowly out
The old her is loosing the doubt
There are ANGELS about and above
Only then does she start to feel love
Worlds apart, but forever close
Making her smile in every way
She slowly finds herself loving the day
Pleasures of mind and spirit
These gifts do they give
She can finally see how to live
Making her way to the peace
As she bigins to find herself!

By: Lesley Maree Butler




Coffs Harbour, Australia

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I was lost in the past, almost distroyed from the pain, but it was the forocity of the pain that bought me out.!
I suffered horrible abuse for many years and was lost to the world I did not know how to find myself,it took many years to recover, I then fell in love with an abuser who hellped my mind go crazy, I had no emotion, I could not feel any more… When it was finally over and I had escaped the wrath of hell, I turned to ANGEL Therapy, I again began to live again… I rememeber the first day I laughed it shocked me to her these noises come out of me, that I stopped in shock that I had made such a noise, I remember saying did I just laugh, now I live, love and laugh as much as I can every chance I can, as my life is IMPORTANT!

I started to write my poetry again, while going through deep deppression it is amazing having a way for the pain to escape does it begin to heal your heart !

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