If it helps

If I close my eyes,
you’re still there,
and so a tear falls,
like a broken butterfly,
helplessly falling,
just like me,
helplessly falling for you,
even though you don’t want me to,
I don’t understand you,
so I put up a wall,
and cry on the other side,
while you try to tear it down,
because you never really wanted me,
just a certain part of me

If it helps,
I’ll sew my mouth shut,
and bleed my heart dry,
cry out every tear left,
so you can’t hurt me again

All I could do was watch you fall away from me,
while I fell for you,
I tried my hardest,
but you were like water in my hands,
it was impossible,
why can’t it be impossible to like you?
to feel nothing for you?
I feel so much I need to go crazy,
but it’s not worth it anymore,
you’re already walking away from the wall,
because you don’t care,
you never will,
you never wanted me,
just a certain part of me

If it helps,
I’ll sew my mouth shut,
and bleed my heart dry,
cry out every tear left,
so you can’t hurt me again

and if it helps,
I won’t look at you,
and I won’t try to find you,
and if it helps,
I’ll run from you,
and keep running,
and if it helps,
I’ll burn my body to ashes,
so it’s impossible to love you,
and I’ll carve out my heart,
and throw it in the sea,
so it’s impossible to find it’s way back to you,
and if it helps I’ll cut out every little bit that reminds me of you,
and let it float away,
before I burn myself to ashes,
so it’s impossible to feel anything for you,
I just wish it was different,
nothing ever goes my way,
I tried so hard to be perfect,
that I failed in every possible way,
from the hair to the skin,
the nose to the mouth,
the smile to the clothes,
I failed,
and now I’m done,
I can’t let you go,
so I’m letting go of myself,
so it’s impossible to do anything

If it helps

kisstheweak666

My Town, Australia

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