Not the Same

The days seemed longer and the nights seemed blacker. The sun had loss its shine and the stars didn’t sparkle. Nothing seemed the same after that night. That night he found out that she deceived him and when she found out that he knew, something in her snapped. Her complexion turned paler, her eyes began to water, her mind started reeling, her heart started to shatter. Guilt engulfed her and shame blinded her. She couldn’t sleep. The shame and guilt she felt was something so intense that sleep just left her. Calling him seemed out of the question. He might not answer and if he had, he would most likely tell her to go to hell. So she waited till the next day to speak with him. She texts him in school telling him that she was sorry and that she knew she screwed up. They got into a fight and later that day they met up. She owned up to the fact that she had screwed up and that she was willing to take the consequences as they were. She didn’t try and lie her way out of it. She had too much respect for him to do it again. She told him that she was sorry and that wanted the second chance he was talking about earlier that day. She wanted to prove to him that she wasn’t like the others before her. That she does love him and wants to prove it. He just sat there not really answering as she explained herself to him. He sat on the cold ground and barely looked at her. The pain reflected in his eyes if she made him look at her. Anger rolled off of him in waves as he reflected on the past. After a while he seemed to forgive her and he gave her a second chance, not explaining why but just asking her to not blow this time. He had kissed her good-bye but the kiss had felt different so how. Later she figured out why it was different. For he is now guarded.

Not the Same

KatMarie

Ferndale, United States

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