CHRISTMAS (09')

I WONDER… WONDER IF WHEN YOU GET OLDER WILL YOU ‘FULLY’ UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED OR WENT ON… WONDER IF YOU’LL BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I MISSED YOU… THAT I THOUGHT OF YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY… THAT BEFORE EVERY MEAL I ATE I WOULD PRAY FOR YOU
I WONDER WHEN’S THE NEXT TIME WE’LL SEE EACH OTHER
I WONDER WILL IT BE SOON?
I MISS YOU SOO BAD… THIS CHRISTMAS IS WORSE THAN THE LAST CAUSE IT HADN’T SET IT YET THAT YOU WEREN’T THERE
DON’T CONFUSE OR CONTORT ME SAYIN THAT “IT HADN’T HIT ME” WITH, I DIDN’T CARE
CAUSE U JUST DON’T KNOW HOW BAD, MY SON, I WISH I WAS THERE
OR YOU WERE HERE… IETHER WAY JUST BE CLEAR
YOUR FATHER MISSES AND LOVES YOU DEARLY
THEY SAY DEPRESSION IS BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH
WELL THEN I’M NOT DEPRESSED CAUSE OVERALL I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF
UNTIL I SEE YOUR PHOTO AND I CATCH A GLIMPSE OF AN OLD MEMORY
LIKE THAT TIME IT WAS JUSS YOU AND ME… I SKIPPED WORK SO WE COULD CHILL ALL DAY
JUSS YOU AND ME… DADDY AND BABY J
WE ATE, WATCHED T.V. AND PLAYED LOL
ON MY LIFE IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULDN’T RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY
EVEN THOUGH I KNO U CAN’T SAY TOO MUCH BACK
I BET YOU’DE START TO REMEMBER ME AND THAT WOULD BE ENOUGH TO BRING THAT GLAZE IN MY EYE BACK
NO TEARS OF SORROW… NO FAKE EMOTIONS CAUSE THESE FEELINGS I COULD NOT BORROW
HAPPINESS UNKNOWN WOULD BE MINES JUST KNOWIN THAT WHEN I WAKE UP I’DE GET TO SEE YOU TOMORROW
OH NO… CHRISTMAS JUST AIN’T CHRISTMAS CAUSE I DON’T HAVE YOU
BUT I HAVE HOPES AND DREAMS… NOT PLOTS AND SCHEMES
TO GET BACK IN YOUR LIFE AND THIS I MEAN
I’LL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU MY SON
NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY WE ARE NOR HOW LONG WE’RE GONE
NOTHING CAN BREAK OUR LIFE LONG BOND
J.J.G.

CHRISTMAS (09')

Jay Garcia

Dallas, United States

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