I would need a healer, all the way around, from the tips
of my toes, to the top of my head. He would need to be
able to reach into my soul, pull out my heart, caress it,
and put it back all loved and healed. Loving me would
be very hard, so he would have to be someone special
with the patience of Job from the Bible. I am quite
damaged. I have been badly hurt, and my heart is ill
and non-trusting. I guess they would refer to this as
damaged goods. Sometimes I feel like I have almost
quit living. He would have to have the power to bring
me back to life, to resurrect me. He would have to be
able to make me come alive again, from the grave that
I have fallen into. Could he spark the fire within my heart,
my body, my mind, and my soul? He would have to be a
miracle worker. He would have to be able to heal my inner
child, sad and alone. He would have to be able to love
that raggedy and torn baby doll, which is me. He would
have to understand that I have been misused. He would
have to be quite giving. He would be the bringer of hope,
and he would revive my sweet loving side and trust again.
He would tell me that it is alright to dream again, and that
he would be there to stand behind me if I fell. He would
have to understand how hurt I am, and put a bandage on
my wounds. He would have to love me beyond my looks,
for my looks are fading, and they are only part of who I am.
He would have to be able to understand my blues, and
be able to sing them too. His true love would give me
strength of mind, soul, heart and body, he would be
my inspiration and my guide. He would be my savior
and my protector, understanding how to guard me from
the very real demons that haunt my essence and my being.
He would have eyes that looked into my soul and
understood how deep I really am and want to be. So
deep that I can never resurface, but only hope to find
someone immersed like me. He would have to fill a very
very very deep void, very deep and profound. He would
have to make me one with him in the sight of God. If
there was such a person for me, it would be very hard
for me to believe. He would have to work very hard to
convince me that he was real, and that he would not hurt
me. This challenge is so immense, how could I ever get
anyone to live up to it. The answer is quite simple. If I found someone like this, or if he found me, I would love him
everlastingly through eternity and beyond. My devotion
and loyalty would know no bounds, and my love would
carry forward to the end of my being and his, and beyond.

Always and forever my love.


Copyright ©2008 JANE Á PARIS



Joined February 2008

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This person would be my dream man, my always and forever love. Through eternity and beyond…

Written for Oh Love, Oh Mind Competition: “BCLW” Number 2) bcl12
Written style: I would have to say this is written directly from the heart, like a letter.

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