JaneAParis

Joined February 2008

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TORTURE AND ABUSE

Hi Claire, The problem in my body really hurts. I have told them here where I reside that I need medicine and medical care. They always play games with my medical care. There is always some factor of intimidation or control. If I am in pain with an infection in my body, and I can not urinate I should not be made to sit here endlessly with no medical attention or medicine. The last time I went to the clinic where they abuse me with mind games and lies, they told me that I was covered for medical care under a grant for the homeless and that I was an established patient. (I am homeless because they made me homeless by harrassing me at every job I have had, the police and others did this). Now they won’t even make an appointment for me and they know I have an infection in my body. That is because they left an intentional problem in my body. That is why they keep giving me antibiotics. It needs to be healed with surgery. I have requested the correct kind of doctor, a gynecologist or urologist. They snuck a nurse in to see me that is a psychiatric nurse, they lie to me and do not tell me this. I have a physical problem, not a mental problem. She asks me how much pain I am in, and I tell her it is ten. Extremely painful, I cannot urinate, walk, have sex, run, exercise, or any of the other things that other people do and take for granted every day without pain. After I tell her these things she starts in about my mind and ignores my physical needs. This is torture Claire. They are doing it very intentionally. This is the kind of abuse I have been subjected to for the last thirteen years of my life. There is something wrong with my body, not my mind, and they know it because they left me not put together like this on purpose. They are torturing me. They are completely capable of providing the correct medical care and medicine to me, but they refuse too and keep playing psychological, mental, sexual, emotional, and financial abuse games. They look at me and tell me “To just HANG IN THERE”, (referring to the part of my body that they know is not put together correctly because they very intentionally left it like that. At the end of the visit last time, about six months ago she wrote a prescription for antibiotics. Funny, that she does this, since they keep denying that I have this physical problem but then they give me medicine because they know that if they don’t I will become very ill and eventually die. This is how they also control me. To keep me dependent and needing the antibiotics because they will not heal the problem in my body that they are fully aware of. They are torturing me and they lie to me and play games constantly. This is all costing you and Mitchell because if I am kept ill, it is ultimately you and Mitchell who pay. And I, you and Mitchell should not have to pay to have them put me back together, after torturing me for thirteen years when they are the ones who intentionally took me apart.

I love you Forever and Always, Eternally and Unconditionally - Mommy. I look forward to hearing back from you soon.

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