To Be Nothing

No one
Not even my closest friends
Know that I feel, that I am nothing
No compliments can make me smile
No money can make me feel rich
No love can make me feel cared for
No peace can make me feel happy
Nothing I have makes me feel important
I just feel like no one
No matter what
What should have happened
Never did
I’ve been a slave too long
Doing whatever my masters tell me
I have always dreamt of a place where I am free
To get away from the abuse
To live a life
Without torture and where no evil resides
With no arrogant individuals to deny any of my opinions
Without anyone telling me when I should eat or sleep
With nothing to doubt or worry about
Without sadness, without anger
But to go anywhere I shall choose and
To live life how it should be
Where nothing is needed, ever, but
If everything changed now
If they listen to me
If they loved me
If they gave me, whatever I wanted before
If they tried to make up for whatever what was lost
It still wouldn’t change that I feel like nothing
But not only to feel, but to be nothing

To Be Nothing

jabmf

Shavertown, United States

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