Lightupmyworld

Nothing will be enough.
Nothing in this forsaken world will ever be enough to accurately display
What I lost when we all lost you.
Not my empty visage
Or the eerieness of my hollowed eyes.
Not any words I scrawl onto a blank page or the
Distracted remoteness of my voice.
Nothing can ever make anyone understand how it feels to know
You’re gone and never coming back.
Not my bone-chilling sobs into the night when I startle awake to a world where you don’t exist.
Or the vast ocean of salty tears that haphazardly fall from my face.
No one can ever genuinely grasp the agony of replaying our captivating conversations over again in my mind.
The anguish of knowing life doesn’t come with a ‘rewind’ option.
Not a single living soul could ever experience the exhaustion that consumes me after spending an hour actively willing you out of my thoughts to the far away regions of my brain.
Or tangibly feel the anger that inevitably rises up in response to my inability to just suck it up and move on.
Nothing will be enough.
Nothing in this forsaken world will ever be enough to accurately display
what I lost when we all lost you.

Lightupmyworld

innerwovenluv

Joined March 2009

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