Why didn’t I scream
I couldn’t even breathe
Fear overwhelmingly true
I saw the demands of you
Did you see the fear in my eyes
After the break of twilight
Instead you proceeded on
You had to know it was wrong
Did you see me cry so scared
Were you even slightly aware
That what you’d done was break me
Then you wouldn’t let me be
I wanted to be alone to cry
Just to ask myself why
Why did you take my security
How could you take it from me

Scream so loud into my hear
Scream at me what I deserve to hear
Any guy would’ve seen it a flaunt
That I know exactly what I want
I’d taken the time to cry on your shoulder
But you turned and your eyes grew colder
You changed into a bastard with one thing on his mind
You changed and wanted more than just my time
Take it – just take my virginity!
But you heard not one promise from me
One day I’ll promise a man to give
He won’t have to take, he can let me live
I’ll promise my soul to only one in life
Not to you, you shit with a wife

I can never confess what you’ve done to me
The pain in my eyes, I want no one to see
You yanked me around like a little rag doll
Pushed my teenage body into a wall
Didn’t quite complete the mission
That started as unreturned kissing
I got away, running so scared
At the time, you didn’t care
But later, when you’d cooled off
You got scared I’d call the cops
You claimed your undying apology
That you never meant to hurt me
It was because your heart was broken
Yet your sad sob wasn’t the final token
You said girls always flaunt but never lay
And guys like you are not to blame
Even your estranged wife had done you wrong
Your love life had burned you all along
Here I am, thirteen years of age
And rapists like you fill me with rage



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Written: September 28, 1998

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