Its strange the journey you go on your mind. i’ve always been someone that just floats along, everything works out eventually, but sometimes you sit back and take a look at whats been happening, wonder how you’ve let certain things happen. I reached that point last week, I had a look at the mess. I can sit here and blame Angela all I like, but when it comes down to it, I’ve let it happen to myself, so I’m really to blame, I think the worst part for me is she has started hurting the people around me, she has done for a long time, but I was blinded by what I felt for her. The people I am talking about have needed help, they are freinds going through tough times and I want to be there for them, and I will be. I am sorry to Ali and am, 2 people who have helped me through my probs, I know ange has caused more trouble than what she’s worth.

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