Futures are made

Being busy is my way of showing worth to myself; of showing importance in my life. People who sit around with too much time are looked at as lazy and are seen as not amounting to much at all. I guess this is why I am so picky and fast moving with my life. When I want to complete something I do it in a timely fashion and I attempt to do it very well. I got this job in Cali because of these things. I now know that my work ethic can be well rewarded and used for much more important things. At my job I run million dollar conferences and I work with people who are so good at what they do that you can’t help but be amazed. I get to help make these people successful though, I get to show them that I can help make their conference stronger and better. This is probably one of the most rewarding things I have ever gotten to be a part of. I was even offered to come back next summer, I cant believe it is a chance to spend another 3 months walking in ocean waters, sitting on the beach, and watching fireworks from my porch. I could not feel more honored than to know that i did well enough that they are willing to stop their Acuho search to have me back. I was even offered a full time position if I stayed. That was harder for me to grasp. I know I could start a great, rewarding, and stable career but I have to think about what is most important now. I have school to finish and here they don’t offer my major. I just can’t start over now. Even though they removed the need for a degree for me, I just can’t put my education aside. It just isn’t my time yet.

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