My hearts desire

My mind and heart are at battle. I know better but my needs overwhelm me, I am weary. Joy is what I long for and I used to think it was attainable….now I’m not sure. If just for one instant I could feel enveloped in love and desire I would be so grateful. To just touch someone who feels as deeply as myself would be a blessing and a curse. It would ignite an uncontrollable fire that would engulf me…..I would never return. Lost forever in the love and warmth of this entity my suffering would end. I would free but am I ready for this release, can I willingly sacrifice my heart, mind, and soul. As I said before I know better but will I go with what I know or with what I want.

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