End VS Beggining

To die would be such joyful vengence
Desecate me now
Join my hate
Free my spirit from its long struggle
Peace be my world
Sleep is long
Dreams be varied but never ending
Life is gone, my work is done
My soul be free
My light knocked out
Forever young
Trapped in dispair
Worth nothing
I ponder my death
My heart a heavy burden of self pity
Take my being
Jetteson my body – useless thing it is
The gun is pointed at my temple
I squeeze the trigger
Not a second passes by when I don’t cry inside
My heart bleeds for me
My mind talks – tries to make me live
My weaker self strives for sudden blackness
The weave of life unfolds
Undoes, Unwinds
Undecided I still live on
Unsure, scared, sorry, stupid
Whaaaah!

Then! A light in the distance
A figure, more friends
The world grows larger with wonder
I crawl out of my shell
Taken in hand by wonderous people
Doing more and more things
Finding interests and hobbies
Interacting with strangers
Enjoying the breeze on my skin
The sun on my bare shoulders
A bikini in hand i skip to the beach
Languously lie at peace with myself
Movies with companions
Eating salads and meats
Glorious wonderful amazing life
What took you so long to show yourself
I am so happy and relaxed and free
Inside and out I shout with joy
Hoping to share this feeling with others.
Whoohoo!

End VS Beggining

Heidi Foreman

Forest Glen, Australia

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Life vs unlife

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