Trust issues...

I’ve have trust issues…yeah sounds crazy but serious, I ‘m with this special someone and theres sparks,butterfly affects, blushing and all when it comes to him but im afraid to trust him fully,you can say it leads back from my past so true…Its like everytime i but heart & soul into a person some kind of bullshit come up then i go into isolation mode and seperate from the individual happened alot in my short life span.Funny & weird at the same time true..God i so want this to work …Please not another Baby Daddy i rather not , But. until i find that higher power that inner strength to say fuck it if it doesn’t work with this motha-fucker then the next time i get lonely i’ll just get a dog …This will lead to defilement on my behalf cause my souls still connected to whats not there anymore i need the strength lord…You know i’ve been down the weary road before …Hold on wait lets see can i trust this human being …Lets just wait and see…

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