DREAM UPDATE

I was back in school. I believe it was college. I hadn’t been paying attention to some very complicated equations. It was test time! I was dumbfounded and was blowing this one. I wanted to cheat but there was no opportunity to do that…This test required some handwritten equation work to some complicated questions. I thought I was done and was relieved that he hadn’t put the difficult questions on the test…Then it turned out I was wrong and I hadn’t seen that their was a ‘last row’ of questions that were the difficult ones…I felt ashamed at this point knowing that I had not a clue how to proceed…

The last part of the test required working with a square patch of earth that we were supposed to level out and do some kind of survey work. The classroom emptied and a new class came in and I was still working on the test..I left the room to see if the professor was still there in his office. He was still in there…

I went back to the room and was getting more and more disoriented and confused about the test…I’m not sure why I did this, but there was a desk in the back with relics and artifacts and also clean folded shirts…I guess we were supposed to put on t-shirts to work the square patch of earth…I messed up and some of the beaded necklaces were coming out and then I broke one of them into pieces by accident..

I went back to the professors office and tried to explain what had happened and I felt shamed and rebuked. He was being a egotistical prick.

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