SilentCries = Frozenfa = Fa
Eheh.. sorry am late.. but, i think most of you guys out there have read the journal written by Karin about Clinical Depression and my new gallery here in RB? ^ _ ^"
Eheh.. yea, i just started a new gallery here as SilentCries… it’s sorta supposed to be a place where i’ll upload some of my darker “angsty” pieces and writings..
Eheh.. yea, i just started a new gallery here as SilentCries… it’s sorta supposed to be a place where i’ll upload some of my darker “angsty” pieces and writings..so those used to Tim and my lil animal friends here might not be able to accept my writings or drawing there.. so i was rather hesitant and scared to announce or tell anyone about it.. i was worried you guys might find me scary or think of me as a freak or something.
Eheh.. yea, i just started a new gallery here as SilentCries… it’s sorta supposed to be a place where i’ll upload some of my darker “angsty” pieces and writings..so those used to Tim and my lil animal friends here might not be able to accept my writings or drawing there.. so i was rather hesitant and scared to announce or tell anyone about it.. i was worried you guys might find me scary or think of me as a freak or something.i started SilentCries mainly because i don’t want to keep them in me.. i don’t want to just keep my pain with me.. i wanna put it up and share it with anyone who might be interested to look at it.. i also want those who might be in the same situation as me to know that they are not alone. scary disturbing drawings and thoughts.. i have them too.. so i hope people who might be in similar situation as me will feel less isolated and alone.. i hope i can help them express what they feel with my drawings or writings..
Eheh.. yea, i just started a new gallery here as SilentCries… it’s sorta supposed to be a place where i’ll upload some of my darker “angsty” pieces and writings..so those used to Tim and my lil animal friends here might not be able to accept my writings or drawing there.. so i was rather hesitant and scared to announce or tell anyone about it.. i was worried you guys might find me scary or think of me as a freak or something.i started SilentCries mainly because i don’t want to keep them in me.. i don’t want to just keep my pain with me.. i wanna put it up and share it with anyone who might be interested to look at it.. i also want those who might be in the same situation as me to know that they are not alone. scary disturbing drawings and thoughts.. i have them too.. so i hope people who might be in similar situation as me will feel less isolated and alone.. i hope i can help them express what they feel with my drawings or writings..i love all the wonderful friends i’ve made here and at Zazz as frozenfa.. so i was worried that if you guys see that other side of me, i’d scare you guys away, i’d lose the friends i have.. but then again, the works in SilentCries are a part of me as well. so basically, am perfectly ok with anyone who might not want to be associated with me over at SilentCries, but i truly hope you guys won’t be afraid and avoid me here as well..
Eheh.. yea, i just started a new gallery here as SilentCries… it’s sorta supposed to be a place where i’ll upload some of my darker “angsty” pieces and writings..so those used to Tim and my lil animal friends here might not be able to accept my writings or drawing there.. so i was rather hesitant and scared to announce or tell anyone about it.. i was worried you guys might find me scary or think of me as a freak or something.i started SilentCries mainly because i don’t want to keep them in me.. i don’t want to just keep my pain with me.. i wanna put it up and share it with anyone who might be interested to look at it.. i also want those who might be in the same situation as me to know that they are not alone. scary disturbing drawings and thoughts.. i have them too.. so i hope people who might be in similar situation as me will feel less isolated and alone.. i hope i can help them express what they feel with my drawings or writings..i love all the wonderful friends i’ve made here and at Zazz as frozenfa.. so i was worried that if you guys see that other side of me, i’d scare you guys away, i’d lose the friends i have.. but then again, the works in SilentCries are a part of me as well. so basically, am perfectly ok with anyone who might not want to be associated with me over at SilentCries, but i truly hope you guys won’t be afraid and avoid me here as well..Love and Hugs~
Journal Comments
I can totally relate…I have so many mixed emotions running inside me is one of the reasons my art is all over the place..I think it is good to get these feelings out and not keep them locked up inside you and I believe many will relate. Many artists have a sensitive soul and feel so deeply.. I know for myself that my only release is through art and sometimes I create beauty even when I’m feeling low just as a means of escaping to a beautiful place which I hope will ease my mind…if that makes any sense… Anyway, I think your work is great in both forums…Hugs:)
thank you so much, romo~
i agree with your style too!! it’s really nice to draw something pretty once in awhile.. i find that when i concentrate on drawing, it takes my mind off all the upsetting things in life.. and for awhile, it’s all calm and peaceful eh? thank you for accepting both side me, Romo!! X)
I love you all the same,Fa!! No worries at all ^ _ ^ I have seen yoru drawings and read your writings, it’s great that you express what’s inside of you….or else all these thoughts may just implode…Smiles and Hugs for you!!
mmhm mmmhm!! i was like.. i felt that i need to release my writings and drawings somewhere.. i can’t talk to anyone about it most of the time, and i need a place where i can throw it out asap.. and what better place to pour them all out other than RB eh? XD
Thank you, Ellen!!
Can’t scare me away Fa :) I think its very brave and wonderful of you to share both sides . I’ll be watchin both your galleries :) and hoping you get the release needed from doing both as well as the satisfaction of very talented work , talented artwork isnt just the cute & fuzzies ..its also the dark and deep and I look forward to seeing them both :)
nyaaa…~
thank you, Steve!! thank you for accepting both sides of me!! =D
Can’t scare me away either!!! I to will be watching both of your galleries =D Your true fans will love you no matter what work you produce! I have another side to me that isn’t all cute cats and animals so I can totally relate. I think having so many mixed emotions is what makes an artist. To be able to draw on those emotions and create is sometimes our only means of escape… I know that it is for me anyway! I may one day upload one of my ‘other’ pieces…. I don’t have many so a new gallery isn’t really an option. We’ll see what happens!! ~hugz~ =D
Thank you so so SO muchie, Lisa!!
am so so happy enough, to learn that i’m acceptable still despite my uglier side.. am sorta relieved to know too that i am not alone, and that there seem to be quite a number of people who actually do write or draw something dark as well.. it’s like.. amazing… =D
I’m with you Fa, and love you the same as ever. I wish be there when you seek comfort, when there is artwork dedicated to you, when you upload new work. I missed all the work and journals dedicated to you because of school; I looked at Karin’s journal and Samedog’s art piece just now. School life is busy, and truth be told; although I’m in Rome, I’m really missing the days I was more free on RB. But I can say honestly, when I first saw your website frozenfa.com; that itself was enough for me to understand your situation. You haven’t scared me away; only more urged to explore and annoyed that so much time is being taken away from me because of the amout of work I get from school, and the long commute. Fa, I haven’t added more members on my watchlist since I started getting ready for school; though the temptation has been there. But you are in my thoughts, and I’ll be thinking positively for you all the way wishing best for frozenfa and silentcries.
thank you sooo much, Mui-Ling.. thank you for having read through my webbie.. no worries really about not being there or something.. am more worried for your studies and accommodation. i’d really prefer that you be safe and sound and comfortable first. =D thank you so so much for all your thoughts, Mui-Ling!! they mean a lot to me, and that’s enough, k? school and health is most important, as long as you’re safe and happy, and have a lil tots of me, me very happie already!
I think your group is a great idea – my thoughts have gone to dark places – and my past has to be outletted somewhere. Don’t be scared of it. Embrace the fact that you have learnt to release it – a skill some people never master. I applaude you – I think it is great.
Hi Flic! Thanks for dropping by and reading this.. i’m glad to have created the new gallery/username too.. i was afraid that people here might think i’m a freak or something.. i didn’t realise that there’s quite a number of people here who actually have some darkness in them too, even though their works don’t show it..
i just got to be the assistant moderator for Voices of the Dark and the Deep Group.. i wanna work on formatting the forum there, and hopefully it can be a place for us to share some of our darkness without having to worry about others putting us down.. =)
I totally know how you feel..I have two sides of me as well, but what artist doesn’t?
That’s why I wanted to make a gallery seperate from my cats, because they are all cute and fun, but I also wanted people to see me more seriously and show them more emotive work.
I really admire your work, I feel it’s important to express how you feel..something I cannot do too well, but I struggle everyday with depression..I don’t want anyone feeling sorry for me or thinking I’m a freak..
Hi Julie!! thank you so so much.. you have depression too? it’s really so hard to tell!! i mean.. your gallery is so beautiful.. with Bonnie and others.. i was afraid to show others my work for silentcries too due to those annoying stigma that those “normal” people like to paste on us.. i also worry that by posting about SilentCries now, if people are just pitying me or sympathizing me.. but then i noticed that most turns out to be understanding! till now i find that very surprising and unbelievable.. i was so sure that i’m going to lose at least HALF of my friends here.. n_n"
thank you so so muchie for understanding and loving me still, Julie!!
I am so with you Froz!! I’ll be watching both of you hunny!! ((((hugs)))
waaa.. thank you so muchie, Cazzie!!
You will always be very special to me my friend – we all have two sides – although sometime I don’t think everyone accepts or acknowledges them. I too have suffered with this awful thing called depression and through help and medication have recovered to become myself again. You are brave and wonderful to share your innermost self with us – be proud of who you are dear lady – you are one of the very best!!! IMega Hugs, xxx
thank you Angela!! Hugs~
am glad to hear you’ve recovered.. i too have 1 friend in real life who manage to recover.. makes me wonder myself if i can recover soon.. different people takes different time i guess.. thank you so much for your support, Angela!! love you, love your kitties and farm fwens!!
Great initiative girl,shout it out loud girl!XXX
nyaaa… GLOMPZ!!!
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