Your Warmth My Blanket........ my last 2 journals

Tears stream down my face
As I crumble to the floor
I read the words that you all write
I thankyou from my core
My heart does bleed my eyes do burn
I read your words again
I wrap them all around me
To cover my deepest pain
I ache to list my ‘should haves’
Why didn’t I put her first
Mum took her life so bravely
Her pain her only curse
I know why she didn’t tell me
She knew I’d be by her side
Holding her hand so tightly
Together we would have cried
It hurts so much the secret they kept
The doctor with such bad news
She walked away to die alone
Not leaving me any clues
Now once again my roll as eldest
Must rise above such pain
To console the others that she left
My love my warmth they gain
So much to be said so much to do
To honour her life with grace
I’m flying up to see the peace
That lies upon her face
I have so few to lay my tears
Not many understand my love
That rises ubove such a tragic life
So deep in my soul it floods
All my life it’s been my job
To rescue one & all
My only wish she thought me strong
Enough to soften her fall
The hardest thing is feeling weak
Body to claim reports to fill
My mouth can barely speak
Your thoughts and prayers my only hold
My strength is barely there
I made it through my darkest day
Because I know you care

Thankyou so much
I love I live I hope I dream I forgive
I know time will heal & I will rejoice in the happy times
right now it just hurts
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Your Warmth My Blanket........ my last 2 journals

flipteez

Broadford, Australia

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