deffinition of me

I found a line, a very interesting line.

One that if it wasn’t for you I would consider very much.
This line though works for me, it doesn’t for you.

Death only hurts the first time.

But if I did die. Would you die inside?
Would you then suffer and then follow me,
is that not like dying twice?

You would have to go through twice the pain as me.
I could not do that to you…

That would be selfish, bitchy and down right heartless…
I couldn’t ever do anything to hurt you.

But sometimes I wonder…
Can I take this living?

I am the unwanted child of god, a mistake to the world.
Who am I to decide that I’ll keep living if I wasn’t meant to in the first place?

I live for you. I exist for you. No you, no me… never a me.

I live, I exist and away from you it’s like I’m in hell…
I wasn’t meant to be on my own, I wasn’t meant for any where but by your side.
I live for you… I’ll be you everything.

I’ll take care of you, to say thank you for being here so I can be.

I read about your past life, your life before I knew you.
I cry to myself that I wasn’t there, that I failed you by not being there to keep those demons away.

But I’m here now and never again will you ever have to fear, I will fight those demons and win, or die trying.

Because no you, no me.

If I think about it what I am trying to say is simple enough.
I love you…

But those three words though powerful. Do not seem to say everything I want to express to you… other words need to accompany them;
You are my world. My reason to live, to ever exist…

No you. No me.

Simple enough as it sounds. But it is me. That is me…
That is the definition of ME…

No you, no me

deffinition of me

exposedbutloved

Canberra, Australia

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i wrote this one night when i was feeling particularly worried about life,
iroinc thing was three days later my boyfriend broke up with me

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