Freestyle

I sit here today at my computer, drinking a big jug of water…feeling the aches and pains from my head down to my ankles. I am a victim of physical abuse. Psychology is used to derail my own self-predictions as to when it may be my time to pass on, but with the tragic disapperances of Tupac and Biggie, I wonder everyday when will my day of clarity come for me. I don’t sit here today with a timeframe put on my life, or any notification that I may die soon, but I sit here today mending a lot of hurt. No sleep, jog, or academic stimuli can erase the pain and memories from my childhood and past that people choose and demand for me to not remember. My innocence was taken from me as I have gone through tough times. I am as of a today a man in isolation. My head is constantly hurting and I feel like everyday I am being reminded of the injuries I’ve had as a child. I’ve had a near-close experience this morning when I felt death was in my sleep. I have tried hard to sleep off these feelings, alleged connections with people that did not end up being of any help.

Freestyle

Espi

Joined January 2008

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