A Mental Twist of Fate

A deep unconscious twist of fate the same that came and went.
Not knowing why it tortured me, and why that it was sent.
The decades of the unknown sin has punished with no bend.
I fear what is on its way, the season changed again.
Comfort lost, confusion found, just like the years before.
So clear it was the pain was next, so much I can’t ignore.
The future has no promise past trials make me sure.
To suffer time and time again, it’s so hard to endure.
The only thing that’s clear to me, I’ll never find a cure.
Are brighter days ahead for me, or have they always been?
I fear of what is on its way, as life passes by again.
I’m stretched in ways my body won’t, my mind cannot contend.
Others see what’s happening, turn backs and then pretend.
Solace has a promise to the sane and will not fail.
My God! I’ve been left behind, with no way to prevail.
Sunny days have come and went I miss them every time.
My absence in the warmth of them, the good is just not mine.
Leaves are falling from the trees with colors never seen.
No matter how they looked before, I fear to seek the green.
The changing winds bring different ways of looking towards the past.
Uncertain days will come and go the loneliness is vast.
If my cries for help are heard, all loved ones pushed away.
No matter the semblance of tears, the twist will greet dismay.
Alone I see the dark clouds form, with the unforgiving wind.
The fear is to keep going on, the season changed again.
Crows and jackals smell the death surrounding battles in my head.
To obtain the peace I’m longing for, I fear I must be dead.
Dreams bring fear of happenings, in darkness of the night.
Tell tales of the lines I’ve crossed; all black there is no light.
Bruises found from head to tow, beaten with no rest.
Screaming from the inside out, the light I now detest.
To understand my fleeting plight, how do I begin?
Never same the days go by, the season changed again.

A Mental Twist of Fate


Santa Ana, United States

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